i wish there will always happy ending like this . but then happily never after . if you do really care bout me , please read till the last word of  mine . there's something i hafta tell you .

about the movie i watched this evening :-

at first I watch movie nehh kan macam nak taknak jelahh kan chus tengok trailer dia sort of seram . takda lahh seram mana thriller je lebihh . then I spend 7 bucks for this dvd hahaa :) jangan nak suka sangat lahh kann menangis jugakk akhirnye nanti -.- okay enough .  act dah beli semalam and plan nak tengok dengan coussie malam but then I kan pentakut so tak jadi .

emm nak cerita ke pasal movie tu ? ouhh okay lupa pulak . tehee :D tajuk cerita My Soul To Take  .

I like some of the line :
“from the moment you were born , everything when shit to me ! you were the miracle babbyyy nd I was the painful reminder ! you gotta live in this dream and I got stuck in this fuckin nightmare ! it is an insult to me ! "

Okay yang nehh in between ayy not-so-couple-to-be :
F : are you tryna threathing me ?
M : no . im beggin you .

Haha bangangg kann . andnd what if korang dalam emergency and as usual lahh kan make a fone call . then the operator said this to you :
Operator : hello , this is 911 , please hold *tetttt . All our service is busy . we will get you back as soon as I can .*call ended .

Pfftt . --‘ okay masa first time tengok , kalau part hantu I forward lahh kann haha . but then masa tengok kali kedua dah tak berapa nak seram lah kann haha . bajet gilaa -.-

sepatutnya jalan cerita dia best , but then I lost my words to write right now . at the end you'll knew it .

While I watched this mov kann I makan la creamia sorangsorang :) err icecream lahh kan hoihh  . and yes im alone now :( chus my coussie dah blahh lahh tengahari tadi . tak sempat nak tengok sesama kann ? tsktsk :')

- the main point -

okay . listen here . lately I tengok you macam dah lain kann . idk why and idc at all . but now I DO CARE . know what ? im tired of crying all over the time . lepas sorang sorang buat i nangis . and now it was you . I swear I'd never ever crossed my mind that this gonna happen . i just dont get it . both of us know that were friends aite ? frankly speaking , i love making friends :) we shared our precious moments and stuffs kann ? i was there whenever you needed me . last night i dah tolong you kan :') okay foineee i dah tak kisah chus as a friend , i should helped you . but then , I realize that something was just aint right . okay please dont get me wrong . bukannya i nak you entertained i all over the time . just show me some respect . at least all those thingyy i've done to you was paid off . okay now I get it , ppl just take it for granted . and now , im tired of being me neither myself . won't you guys try to walk in my shoes and walk for miles . then you tell me how it goes . Ya Allah kenapa lahh kan semua kena kat aisyaa ? am i that bad enough to face this and tryna fix it all by myself ? 

awakk , kalau awak tak suka kawan kita pun apa salahnya lahh kan you tell me the truth ? maybe i deserve that .

specialdedicatetothosepplwhousedtocalledme'Kerek'. yeah its you capital eff . bee tee doubleyouu , saya tak pernah menyesal to befriend of yours :')

as i mentioned before , jangan nak suka sangat , menangis jugak akhinya . padan muka kann dekat aisyaa .

p/s : hey tears , please stay away from me please ? go go go go away find someone else . 

xoxo ,

aisyaa ariffa

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okay saya malas nak create new post . so i just edit je post ni . okay im feeling a lil bit better now :') thanks nabilah .










apaahal khusyuk ? ahaa i just read one this blog and her video sumpahh coooool gila . suka dia ehemm . at the moment i shed my tears off :') for a while jelah kan . and now im cryin back .

bbye . tc readers . idoloveyouu :)
xoxo ,

aisyaa ariffa