I should have learn to appreciate you before :'(



Take every unfavorable experiences as a challenge and opportunity to learn rather than 
discouragement .




kenapa benda tu datang balik ? pleasee pleasee syaa dah taknak nangis-2 lagi macam dulu . pleasee someone ? kenapa baru sekarang ? stop it syaa . find yr own strength . try to stand on yr own feet . 


kenapa kite sedih ? sebab kan emm haa macam mana ea nak cakap ? err tak payah lahh kan . I wish that you were here or that I were there , or that we were together anywhere ! haha haa haa ? ~


my current mood is blues . so sad and slow-moo . no matter how far you are , no matter how long im gone , you will always be with me . I will see you always as clear as day , for our love knows no boundries and never will , because you see , our hearts are one , and mine is always home .


okay so last night i cant sleep even close my eyes . so I fone my mokk , ehee ezza :') tiba-2 je kan syaa terus nangis :'( idk why . haha pastu cerita lah kan potpetpotpet gedebukgedebak semua dah tak nangis dah . but then i can sleep yet --' then i put on my earpiece and listen to those lyrics and melodies :')

current songswords :

  • hero - enrique iglesias
  • do you know - enrique iglesias
  • why not me - enrique iglesias
  • right here witing for you - richard marx
  • no promises - shayne ward
  • wait for you - elliot yamin
  • just a dream - nelly
  • when you say nothing at all - ronan keathing
  • shape of my heart - backstreetboys
  • i lay my love on you - westlife

just now , im having affair with Enrique Iglesias and he said : 

hey my ladybirdie , Do you know ? I could be your Hero forever . If you will . Every minutes im gonna listen to your Heartbeat . but Can you hear me ? and i said to him , but I want him so badly :'(why oh why , tell me  Why not me ? . 




I've been laying here all night , listening to the rain . Talking to my heart and trying to explain . Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been . Yes I do think about you , every now and then .

I felt asleep at 3.45 am :')