everyone have their needs , so do I . It's just whether we go for it or just wait for it to happens . as for me I'm waiting for him for such a long time and yet i'm tired of waiting --' everyone hates waiting aite ? it does hurt yours enough . the pain already made me suffered enough and i just can't stand it anymore . so just let it be . act like it never happened before . befriend with others :) at some points in your life , someones going to sit behind a desk with their glasses on the bridge of their nose :) and tell you that you can't . whether it's passing a class , living past six months or just making the team . they are going to tell you what you are capable of without knowing your story , your strugle and who you are . they say you can't . but what you've gotta do is look them in the eyes 0.0 and say ' Yes , I can .'


I've been writing in my journal a looot-a looot. it serves as the best venting portal ever. but you know sometimes since i have a super inactive blog , might as well fill it with whats-been-happening stuff .

well i've been pounding my head on articles . me no likey. pounding it further on my journal . just releasing all this negative flow of energy within , not good to keep it all in yknow . 



be grateful for whatever you have